9 Reasons Why I Closed My Heart
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Source: Begin Again (2013) IMDb Everybody has the past, even good or bad. Nobody wants to be alone in this world. So, here I write 9 reasons why I closed my heart. Maybe, someday I will find another man who can show me what wonderful love is. I met all my exes at dating apps. Yeah, it's so difficult to find a boyfriend in real life. Because I am not beautiful enough. And many people tell me that I'm too nice and too friendly, so they made me a friend, not the loved ones. So I was looking for my boyfriend on those apps and I hope I find a nice guy who can accept my advantages and disadvantages. But I was wrong. Tinder and the other apps taught me that there are a lot of bad and perverted people out there. Here are the reasons: 1. I don't want to meet another bastard again. Many men told me that he just wants to fuck with me or become FWB. With no love. How can you do those things if you have insecurity in yourself? I just want to be in loved, not only wanted when you want t